Judaai - a poem for heart brokens

Zindagi bhi na jaane hamaara kaisa imtehaan leti hai
Jisse kari mohabbat wahi jaan leti hai
Uska chehra kabhi bhula nahi sakte
Aankhon se tasveer uski mita nahi sakte
Mohabbat hamaari ek adhoori kahani hai
Pyaar se juda hokar hamein zindagi bitaani hai
Us khuda se bas yehi sawaal karte hain,
Kyon hum apne yaar ko itna pyaar karte hain
Har galti gustaakhi ko uski hum maaf kar jaate hain
Apne hi aansu apni aankhon mein dabaa jaate hain
Kya kahein us paththar ki moorat se jisne yeh duniya banayi hai
Kyon hamari mohabbat ko humse door kar usne humse ki ruswaai hai
Shayad us khuda ko kabhi rona aata hoga
Kyonki bewafaai bhi duniya mein usi ki den se aayi hai
Uske azeez hote hue bhi usse door hain hum
Kya kahein kisse kahein hum apne yeh gum
Shayad inhi sab dukhon ke beech yeh duniya basti aayi hai
Kisi ke naseeb mein mohabbat hai aur kisi ke naseeb mein judaai hai

-- Written by Raveesh Malhotra on 12/10/2007 at 2.32AM

My New friends in US - They helped me in ways

It was one of the roughest phase of life;I was missing someone and I knew I was loosing her everyday and 2 of my friends had left and third one was leaving but then suddenly I found 2 new friends Lilangi Fernando alias Doctor Dimple(DD) and Sabarish Mahadevan alias Sabs. With these 2 people coming in my life, I guess my life took a new shape. When I would have been sitting all alone, these 2 guys revived my old days. They are zaelous, pragmatic and fun loving. All these qualities make them fit in my favorite friend's list. It all started that I went to their place and had my first party but acually my first party was when they invited me to their place for "Thanks giving Party". There I made a new friend, Claudia. Now, we became a gang of 5 - My roomie Ashish, DD, Sabs, Claudia and I. They played punjabi music and for the first time I really enjoyed dancing on a punjabi number in US. Then started my salsa classes on that day with my new teacher Claudia but any punjabi knows how bad we guys are at any other dance than Bhangra and I proved that once again to this world. Now, it was a time to go to Atlantic city, a place for gamblers and my parents are always against my wish of going to a casino. Now, its very difficult to explain them that this life itself is a very gamble and most of us loose in this. Let's leave this discussion because eventually I went to Atlantic city. Now, there once again we partied hard. These guys are really helping me rejuvenating my lost inner self. From past few months, life had taken lot of turns for me and I was just struggling to come out of it but this gang helped me to come out of it. I am returning to what I was? I was a humorist but was loosing it day by day till the time this gang came in my life. Last weekend it was NYC clubbing and I just regained back to my full momentum. DD and Sabs are just amazing persons to be with. Though Ashish is good but he sleeps too much( no hard feeling Ashish) and Claudia- she is also sweet ( after all I still need NYC pics from her.....LOL) and is the first foreigner that is so simple. I pay my gratitude towards her taciturnity but then that doesn't mean that I can ignore my other friends....... DD is a great human, very good friend and Sabs, the most simple guy of our generation( He doesn't even booze........) and a very nice adviser , when it comes to finding great deals on the net. Also, Sabs is the one who always keeps an eye on me when I am working, so no chances of fooling him around about how much I work.......
I pay my standing ovation to my this Gang, who made my life much better than what it was just a month back.........Thanks to my Gang and espcially to DD who made all this possible.............